Here it is, Saturday

and somehow the day is already over and I didn't get my run in. I've made Mike promise to kick me in the ass in the morning to get my butt out the door and on the road. I need to run. I need to get the funk worked out of my legs. I'm getting pissed at everyone around me (and even those who I normally have endless tollerance for are grating on my nerves)... I just want to yell at so many people... SHUT UP AND TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR LIFE!!!! QUIT BITCHING AND WHINING TO ME AND TAKE THE ACTIONS NECESSARY TO MAKE IT BETTER BECAUSE I AM SICK TO DEATH OF HEARING ABOUT IT!!!! Cripes!

Honestly, I know it's bitchy and I would probably never say that out loud to people (except here, where its relatively safe to say that they will never read it and know I am talking abou them) but sometimes I wonder why I don't. I mean, I know it would ruin the friendship, but I wonder sometimes if thats the kick in the ass they need to actually do what they need to do to fix the problems that plague them day after day, week after week, year after year... ugh!

Have a crappy relationship? Figure out how to communicate with your significant other and tell him what you want and need (or QUIT EXPECTING that he's gonna somehow telepathically KNOW these things) so that they have the tools and infomation necessary to be an active participant in the relationship and if they make the choice to NOT take that information and run with it, then cut your losses and get the fuck out!

Sick of your inlaws bossing you around? Tell them its your house, your rules and if they can't deal with it, they can piss off... I mean seriously... do you really have to be a doormat for a GUY???

Unhappy with your weight, level of fitness? Hmmmm.... lets not go there... my level tollerance for whining on this subject grows thinner and thinner by the day. Suffice it to say, get help, do the work, or STFU, get over it, and learn to love yourself the way you are.

No self esteem? TOO FUCKING BAD! It is not my nor anyone elses job to validate you so you can feel better about yourself... that's YOUR job. Figure out why you feel you need someone else to make you feel worthy of being loved and FIX IT.

Seriously, I think I'm a better person with caffeine...

whoah.

time to get some sleep before I bite someone elses head off.

Posted by Lexy at April 17, 2004 07:25 PM